That Feeling

Dear Lord,

Today I got that horrible feeling again. The feeling where my heart just drops to my stomach, the beat goes faster, and heat take over my body. This is the feeling I get when I feel like a failure. I hate this feeling because it has been coming ever so often. I feel like I am never good enough and I just keep failing.

But I am sorry. I am sorry that I forget how big my God is and how NOTHING is impossible for you. I should have recognized that this is a test of my faith. I'm sorry if I did not do so well this time, but I am thankful. I am thankful that I serve a loving God who only gives me what I can handle. I am thankful that you are always by my side even until my breaking point.

Thank you Lord for lifting me up today. Without your word, guidance, and comfort, I don't know where I would be or if I'd even be here at all. Your promises truly help the hopeless and those who feel worthless.

Lord I know you have great plans for my life. I pray that I continue to be reminded that I will get through these trials and that nothing is impossible for my great God. I pray that when I hit rock bottom I will turn to you. All I need to do is remember your promises and you will take care of the rest.

Thank you Lord. I love you.